yeah-i like you too

yeah-i like you too

it's been almost a year

when i think of you

i smile

when i hear your voice

i dance
when i see you

my heart expands

you say lets get together
and i say alright
we planned to meet
but it never happens as we imagined (it would)

yeah-you like me i know
but who do you really like?

the body or the essence?

it's been almost a year

i recall your fear
still feeling the comfort, sadness, and tear

everyday, i risk my honesty
hoping you will share

it's been almost a year

you say lets get together
and i say alright
we planned to meet
but it never happens as we imagined (it would)

yeah-i know

yeah-you know

where do we want to go from here?

richer than the rest

Why do I always feel as though I can't say what I mean
     or
     Write the words
     When I see your words,
     I feel alive with destiny...
How can this be...
Who are you
and
     Why am I drawn to you...
     I have no desire to change you...
     Control you
or
To define you...
us...
     I just relish the moments we have shared...
     Knowing that I would like to be by your side
and
     Sharing...
     Enjoying...
     Living...
     Laughing...
     Hugging...
     Playing...
One day...
It will make sense...
     Perhaps
One day we can be in the same place...
     It would be nice to wake next to you...
A reality in the flesh...
     Beautiful and vulnerable...
Touchable.
     Quiet and peaceful....
Powerful.

i play your games

you say you love me

but
it's really lust

love disguised

you really don't want me

you just want to sex me

you say all the usual

pretty words
to lay me down

i'm more difficult than you thought

thinking of new ways
to break me

to lay me down

i'm not easily taken in

by your charms
where most women

are at your feet

i play your games

and you know
that i know

what you know

i say i love you

but
do i really lust you?

i really don't want you

i just want to sex you

i say all the usual

pretty words
you're ready to lay you down

happy birthday!

For weeks… thoughts of you dance through my soul…never staying, yet lingering…wisps of lightness… a sensual and passionate energy departing clarity in their wake…churning emotions from the past…driving me with gentle guidance…to smile knowing…appreciating the moment and wondering so much about the Here and Somewhere….…happy birthday!

Enjoy YOUR day!! I am hopeful that it will be filled with amazing thoughts and the simple pleasures that lead to smiles and laughter…surrounded by friends…their warmth and love. Know that I am thinking of you on your special day…thankful for your presence in my life and hoping for only the most wonderful and rewarding year for you…

yours,DrEw

free to feel

i feel the breeze
wash over me like a million soft kisses

i feel its warmth
within my center

i feel its desire
heating my senses

i feel its love
beating on my heart

i feel the heaviness
the weight
i can not bear

the breeze returns like a lost friend
to lighten me

i feel the tenderness
i feel safe at last

finally...free to feel

i still remember

i still remember the way you taste

kisses

i still remember your touch

hands

i still remember sleeping in your arms

embrace

i still remember the good things about us

you left me empty

only memories to keep me breathing

you took everything from me

how do i stay alive?

i hate you for not being here

but i love you for what you given

all of me lead to you

every night i sleep to you
but
every morning i wake to me

don't you love me?

why don't you love me?
what did i do?

why don't you love me?
when did you stop?

why don't you love me?
you said you loved me.

when did you stop?
what did i do?

i still love you.

i didn't do anything.
it is you and not me.

you never stopped loving me.
you stopped loving you.

i still love me.

Here and Somewhere

Do you hear me?

My lips trail along your cheek

Softly – lightly

I whisper these words
In your ear…

“You have no idea where to look

Or
What to look for

But
Know that all important journeys
Start that way”

My lips find its way home
I look up and gaze through your pane

I see you
My reflection in you
Your reflection in me
Searching for answers that are not found

Your anxiety intensifies
To the left
And
All around
In hopes to find

The Path
When you’ll reunite with passion lost

You don’t want to leave

I know you like me
You are your own honesty

That is how All begins

Here and Somewhere

confidence and fear

burn me

burn me with your blue ice
you catch me off guard
and unsure
that stirs like a tornado

you look at me
do you see what i see in me?

behind the mask lies confidence and fear

i feel the energy of light
which gives me strength
of flight

when the energy turns
hold and protect
to keep it away

in time there won't be any more
goodbyes

we mirror our kiss and embrace
to save us from ourselves

don't tell me if i'm falling
i'm not scared
because i know you'll catch me
and subside my fear

celebration

i cry to myself on this holiday

a day of celebration
a day of independence
a day of freedom

i feel none of these

i cry to myself
to find the happiness that is lost

a tear drop reflection of me
drops to earth
the salt of my tears
brings life
to what is considered dead

slowly, life brims to the surface
taking first breath
as a new born child

a day of celebration
a day of independence
a day of freedom

life begins again