settle into me

i am here

i've lived through forty years
how the years have passed
i look over my shoulder

my past revisits me

i see you
i want to be with you
but i won't

i take steps toward my future
i'm reminded of my empties
i need something new

i walk through a painted door

i see you
i want to be with you
but i won't

i fly into the sky
counting the stars

that make up my life

i see you
i want to be with you
but i won't

where i go from here

only i know
i desire to be a rock
as strong as i can imagine

i turn my head around
i see you
i want to be with you
but i won't

i must resolve me to find a cure
so finish old business yesterday
to conclude into blue eyed happiness

settle into me

fingertip embrace

although we were inches apart

we were separated by an ocean

the energy between us was evident

but cool

your icy blue eyes

met my warm brown gaze
we held each other

without

embrace
in hopes of finding something more

unsure of what's behind

the pane
we drift apart

but not before
one last fingertip embrace

Champagne Tasting

I don't drink, but I do enjoy the bubbles, with or without alcohol content.

The following has been noted as some of the best champagnes in the world. Taste them and let me know if you don't agree.

Salut!


KRUG Grand Cuvée Rosé

1990 Joseph Perrier Josephine Champagne

1993 Dom Pérignon Rosé

1996 Joseph Perrier Cuvée Royale

1996 Bollinger Grande Année Rosé

1998 Moët & Chandon Millésime Blanc

goodbye

has it been so long,
that you forgot the sound of my voice?

there was a time
when you knew
it was me before i spoke

our connection surpassed telephone lines

our energy was strong between you and i
nothing could break our tie
or so i thought

you slowly pushed me
it didn't make sense
and i asked "why?"

it no longer mattered "why"
you were already gone
you've been gone for a long time
and i didn't see it

i look back on us now
we had such good times
but not without the struggles from time to time
i remember more good than bad

we're much older now
i still remember what we had
i yearn to have what i had with you
with someone else

someone who will love me
in the same intensity that i love him
that is why
i must say goodbye

i never told you

i never told you
how you taught me to love

i never told you
how you taught me to explore

i never told you
how much you mean to me

i never told you
how you taught me i'm lovable

you shared your weakness
your strength

you shared your wisdom
and your experience

you often gave
and often took

i never told you
how you taught me to think of me

i never told you
how much i'm in love with you

you can have it

i don't want it

you can have it

if this is all you can offer

i don't want it

you can have it

give it to someone who wants it

you tell me

you want me

but you won't have me

what is a girl to do?

That Kind of Relationship

I feel like we’re fighting like lovers.

But how can that be?
We don’t have that kind of a relationship.

I feel like we’re breaking up.

But how can that be?
We don’t have that kind of a relationship.

I feel like I’ve already lost you.

But how can that be?
I never really had you.

When I think of you,

I laugh.
When I think of you,

I sing.
When I think of you,

I dance.
When I think of you,

we embrace.
When I think of you,

we kiss.
When I think of you,

it’s intense.

Every time I’m with you,

my heart races.
Every time I’m with you,

my heart aches.
Every time I’m with you,

it brings tears to my eyes.
Every time I’m with you,

I say goodbye.

Solar Twin

I was connected to you
Before I even knew you
I came to know you
And love you
As my Gemini

You left me
More than a lifetime ago
But
You were the first
To come

Brother and sister
Together
Eternal

Someday your spirit
Will take me
And guide me
Back to me

You know I’ve been hurting
I’ve been waiting here for you
To help me out whenever you can

You are the Moon
I am the Sun
United into an eclipse
We move
To lunar
To solar
Continuously

Twin forces are doubled
You are strong
I am light
Jointly
We harmonize creation
I give pain
You give pleasure

Twin divinities never die
I have seen your presence
I have seen your spirit
I will see you again